Since last year a liked this girl. Her name is Diana around 4.5-4.6 tall. Chinese looking pale with a round cute face, two beautiful eyes and not that really long hair. She is a shy and cute girl . She has everything i wanted in a girl.
I have a habit of staring at people that really annoys my friends and family. But when i look at her i intend to do a mistake like dropping my pencil or something if not that my face turns completely hot and red. It takes at least an hour for it to cool down. But i tried to get close to her slow ya know.
January to March i didnt talk to her, i only look at her and stare for a very long time(its a habit what can i do?). When it reached March a girl as friend Fatimah makes a game of who you will marry, best friend and hate. Fatimah did it to the whole class. All the guys in my class knew i liked Diana but kept a secret they will of course tease me once in a while but i dont care. Well back to the story, i got her in the marry category and my face went red for 2 hours! it wouldnt stop going red.
Finally my when my face cooled down and i looked at her face went red too! I was shocked but what did that mean? did it mean she likes me too or what? I wasnt sure. April to August= still staring but there is improvement that is a HI that is it. Pityful i am dont you think so? Well since that from August to October is examination months i didnt try to improve anything cause of course concentrating on my exams.
On October 24 it was on a Saturday, 2 weeks after our last exam of the year was our class party. A week back the girls in our class thought of present exchange between the boys and girls they randomly picked out the pairs (i think) and you know who i got DIANA. Again my face went red like nobody's business it felt like i had gotten it was a normal thing already.
Well i asked Anisa (Diana's best friend) for advice on what she likes, well Anisa at first refused to give an answer but in the end she had to give in. It seems she liked teddy bear but according to Anisa she has already a lot of teddy bears. So i got her something she could never forget a small light blue pillow with a key chain written her name on it.
In the class party she seemed to have ignored me to the near end of the party that was like 11 pm. I tried to approach her but seemed to have ran away this time i chased her grabbed by the hand and gave her the present as pleasent as i could. She gave me a phone holder.
The week after that Anisa was pushing to me email Diana a HI. I said no at first but i did it anyway( i got her email from our class website http://www.2e08.webs.com/). I didnt think she would reply but she and said hi too and then we started chatting for hours we lost track of time. after that nearly everyday we chatted by phone or email. Suddenly my mind said to me "Go couple with her" and i was like yeah yeah maybe i should try couple with even though it was a crazy plan.
I had to first consult with her friends and they said actually she likes me too. I was so happy when i heard that and her friends said go for it. So the next day i told everybody to get out so that i could clean the class(yeah right! where got!) i went at her and asked her straight on like there was nothing in the world that could stop and she she she seemed to have been shocked for me to be saying that. I took her the whole day to say yes.
And then it was ok all the way i gave her air i didnt really bother that much on where she is was going or what she was doing it was ok for 3 months but Anisa messaged me saying that Diana could not wait to end to the relationship that was supposed to end for another 3 months(yes, there was conditions that said that "couple for six months and then ask each other if we want to continue") Anisa said she could try to convince Diana otherwise but i grew angry and messages Diana if our relationship was boring or anything but she replied that she really did not want it our relationship from friends to go to boyfriends and girlfriends and got angry at her we have not talked till today 25 january 2009 but i feel guilty on saying that and i need all of you readers advice on what should i do
